A Little Bit of Edgy
- phiel
- Mar 28, 2019
- 1 min read
Updated: Mar 28, 2019
It's 1:06 AM and I'm still awake. I'm having jitters and a little bit of edgy. I'm having an emotional roller coaster where a combination of fear and excitement tries to unveil my mind. I'm again worried about full of questions and wonders where this narrow path will take me.
Three days left before the clock ticks at 12 and I'm 35. I have to pause, to check what I have accomplished and to where I am right now. The battles that I was able to conquer and the battles that I have to lose. Bonds that I have to maintain and the ones that I have to cut loose. Opportunities that I missed that lead me to a better place. Well, I am still alive. I have to look back, and only shadow I see because there's a Friend carrying me.
In His staff, I'll hold on tight and in His words, I'll linger my mind.
I have to feel every breathe for me to understand the life I have now. Should I still be worried or let my journey flourish? I might have felt fear but because of this, I recognized that I have Someone stronger than the every tremor that I have in my chest. I have Him.
I'm happy in a different kind of way, in a way that will last forever.
I can sleep now. Good night!
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